I’m not sure what the cause is. Maybe just the time of the year? Maybe the anti-climax after all the birthday and anniversary celebrations of September? Maybe just a bit stuck in a rut?
Whatever it is, I need to get over myself! I feel so lethargic too. Dragged myself to the gym yesterday, spent about 2o minutes hobnobbing around there, going from one machine to the next but not doing anything constructive and then gave it up as a bad job. I felt so irritated with everyone there, the cleaners were in my way, the other gym members were breathing too hard, the announcements over the intercom pissed me off! Came home, looked in despair at the shelves in the study and all Mia’s toys that I want to organize – and curled up on the couch with my book.
Now – I go look in the kitchen, trying to feel inspired for dinnertime, and nothing comes to me.
I’m feeling so peeved at my weight loss mission that’s standing still – I feel so uninspired and demotivated, just can’t get back into the proper mind-set.
What’s my problem! Seriously need to do some soul-searching and build a bridge and get over it, snap out of this horrible mood!
Mia isn’t suffering due to my mood – she gets laughs out of me – but poor hubby is being targeted by my short temper, the poor man.
Right, time to fix myself.
No wait, I’m going to go lie down a bit…